The Sovereign Surrender: Ending the War Within

Breaking the noise and patterns within. The trajectory of your life has been in your hands with life experiences and challenges that has evolved past a point you can't gather. One where you question the very existence of a higher power and wonder what if I was wrong. The spirit inside you is unsettled and feels a rattle to move in a way that is not in the flow you "planned". But in the one you dream, feel and feel uncontented with.

This rattle is not a noise, but a voice of reason. One that yearns for the long embrace of this place that feels like home. The remembrance and the void all at once playing at your fingers with the diligence to stay a course you made but cannot create. See, this void is not one to ignore, it fights like a vice to be heard. This sovereign power holds you hostage and alienates you like a thief in the night until you surrender and give way to what you want.

The song, the sound the light. The light that shines from the depth of your soul and ignites a path that feels soft, easy and at peace. It feels like a dream, till you wake up and force the patterns all again. Why? you ask..

To try again and again only to sink into a shame that fears your very own light. Release yourself from tainted convictions ones with low moral and allow the deep surrender of a love so soft that your very breath is the soft whisper you have yearned for an eternity. The wars, the battles and losses were not in vein, this war within is your spiritual battle. One where you fight for an existence to ignite the depth within.

Like raiders of the lost ark, the hunt and battle to connect with such a power is one that all wants, seeks but fights to control in a way that haunts us all.